who loses their life will save it

2117 hours, 28 days pre-winter solstice, 08 -- to die before you die is to allow yourself to be in full repose to move away from the surface structure of life and all its lures to move away from all entertainments especially the entertaining of the mind and endless thought arousal to die to the fascinations and projects one has created to enter the incubation chamber with no expectations no desires no hopes to let it all go this takes a certain ruthlessness a detachment in this dying this letting go this de-compose-ition we become as nothing and the universe itself accepts us can finally do something with us as we let go of this piecemeal conglomeration we have created and call our selves we die and can thus be reborn anew afresh in the universe's own image star beings cosmic beings walking the earth when you let yourself go to ashes a flame ignites